Fazrina

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Sorang sorang

Selalu kan, rasa sorang sorang. Lonely.

Bila ada masa-masa sedih. Pasal tarbiyah ke, pelajaran ke, kawan-kawan ke, isu-isu besar dalam hidup ke.
Teringat kalau kat KMB, ada na, syud, insyi, umi nak peluk. Kat rumah, ada umi, walid, kakak, najihah nak peluk. Ada mak, bak.

Kat sini?

"Dan sesungguhnya Dialah yang menjadikan orang tertawa dan menangis" (53:43)

Ya Allah, stop these tears.

This is No Daydream

It's like, it's been projected into everyone's mind,
like it's a norm, to think that everything has to go according to plan.
That if things go the way we've always dreamed it would be, that's the best thing that ever happened.

So then, when things start to shape up like we've always imagined and daydreamed about,
the daydreams start to revolve and revolve into even bigger daydreams.
And hearts pound like it was about to burst.

And what's with the daydreams that's like already being programmed into our minds?
A typical example: A love story should be this and that.

 Ghuzwatul fikr. Jangan tertipu.

Tak patut banyak berangan. Patut tawakkal. Dunia ni yang menampakkan angan-angan tu macam manis.

Bila berangan, lepas tu jadi macam yang kita berangan, makin kuat angan-angan. Takut sampai masuk solat. Nauzubillah.

Bila berangan, lepas tu tak jadi macam yang kita berangan, nak kecewa. Nauzubillah.
Cuba kalau x berangan, expectation tak tinggi. Sikit je jadi pun dah happy, bersyukur. Kan?

Semoga Allah lindung kita. Semoga Allah pelihara hati-hati kita.

Argue

Rasulullah said:-

"Whoever does not argue when he is in the wrong will have a home built for him in the on the edge of Paradise. Whoever avoids it when he is in the right will have a home built for him in the middle of Paradise. And whoever improves his own character, will have a home built for him in the highest part of Paradise"

[Tirmidhi]

Change the Distance

 Let's make the distance between us and Allah closer.

I advise you and myself from the consciousness of Allah, and know that the person's lifespan is in the hands of Allah, and that a person cannot be secure from death between night and morning, and advise us to save ourselves and return to our Lord, and not care about what may be faced from friends and family.

Who said that guidance requires there to be someone accompanying you?

Will it harm us to have no one, if Allah is with us?

The companions of Musa said "Surely we are caught", He said "No, indeed Allah is with me he will guide me!" (26:63)

Allah is with us, whom are we turning to?
The King of Kings, The Compeller of the heaven and the earth,
The Lord of the first and the last,
He is in control of our life, your death, our wealth, our poverty, our glory, our humiliation, our disgrace, our honour.
He is in control of everything.

Do you fear if you are guided?
Do you fear if you start practicing?

If we are living now in this blessing, while disobeying Allah (nauzubillah),
then how would it be if we obey Allah?

Don't assume bad of Allah, for by Allah, if we obey Him and love Him,
He will make of us a source of relief and a way out.

And if we are alone, within our family and society, then Allah will accompany us in our loneliness, and He will strengthen our heart, and make it firm with His guidance.
We must turn to the Maker swt.

We were not created except to worship Him.

Ibrahim as said "Allah is Sufficient for me, and He is the Best Disposer of affairs"

When we are obedient, don't feel weak, don't feel humiliated.
If the whole world, and trials surround the people,
know that we are the dearest to Allah.

If they feel rich with dunya, be content with Allah.
Glory is only reached through obedience.

"Surely, Allah makes not the reward of the good-doers be lost"


Credits to Sheikh Muhammad Mukhtar Ash-Shinqitee

"Terrorism" vs "Crime"

A German Muslim scholar's answer when asked about terrorism and Islam said:-

"Who started the first world war? Muslims?
Who started the second world war? Muslims?
Who killed about 20 millions of Aborigines in Australia? Muslims?
Who sent the nuclear bombs of Hiroshima and Nagasaki? Muslims?
Who killed more than 100 millions of Indians in North America? Muslims?
Who killed more than 50 millions of Indians in South America? Muslims?

No, they weren't Muslims.

First of all, you have to define terrorism properly. If a non-muslim do something bad, it's a crime. But if a Muslim commit the same, he is a terrorist.

So first, remove this double standard, then come to the point."

I Pray for a Better Future

"O Allah! I seek goodness from Your Knowledge,
with Your Power (and Might) I seek strength,
and I ask from You Your Great Blessings,

because You have the Power
and I do not have the power.
You Know everything and I do not know,
and You have knowledge of the unseen.

Oh Allah! If in Your Knowledge this person and in this action is better for my religion and faith,
for my life and end [death], for here [in this world] and the hereafter
then make it destined for me and make it easy for me and then add blessings [baraka'] in it, for me.

O Allah! In Your Knowledge if this person and action is bad for me,
bad for my religion and faith, for my life and end [death], for here [in this world] and the hereafter
then turn it away from me and turn me away from it

and whatever is better for me,
ordain [destine] that for me and then make me satisfied with it."

May all I feel and do is Allah's guide towards that which is best (khayr).
Consign the matter to Allah and suspend my own inclinations,
may Allah make events unfold in the direction that is the best for my worldly and next-worldly affairs.

Kais Pagi Makan Pagi

Sakit futur.
Siapa tak pernah rasa takkan faham seksa dia.

Kesian mad'u.
Mangsa tak bersalah.

Bila tiba waktu bulatan gembira bersua muka,
gelabah aku cari bahan.
Mulalah belek balik buku ISK, Raheeq Makhtum.

Kais pagi makan pagi,
Kais petang makan petang.

Sakit. Bagi makan minum pada orang,
diri sendiri kebuluran, hati kering kontang.

Kesian mad'u.

Teringat buku-buku ilmiah.
Raheeq Makhtum,
Tafsir fi Zilal,
Munthalaq, dll.
Banyak sangat sangat sangat.
Tapi perangai macamni jugak.
Tak baca satu hal.
Dah baca tapi hati kering lagi hal lain yang lagi besar.

Ya Allah,
macam mana ni nanti buku-buku ni tuntut kat aku kat Akhirat nanti.
Belum lagi PDFs banyak-banyak dalam laptop.

"Sangatlah dibenci di sisi Allah jika kamu mengatakan apa yang tidak kamu kerjakan" (61:3)

Banyak kali betul Allah bagi ayat ni kat aku akhir-akhir ni.

Nanges sekarangg.

Hati Macam Daun Autumn

Hati rasa kering.
Bengkak pun ada.
Kalau nak dikira, bahagia jauh lagi banyak dari ujian, friction hidup.

Aku yang tak pandai bersyukur ni.
Aku yang tak lari kejar iman ni.

Kalau nak dikira, lagi banyak tindak-tanduk jauhkan diri dari Allah dari dekatkan.
Bahaya.
Dah tahu, dah rasa sakit futur, tak pulih lagi, kenapalah masih macam ni ye?

Hati kalau dah kotor macam ni lah kot. Jadi addicted nak kotorkan lagi.

Harga syurga bukan murah. Kalau nak, kena bayar.
Jiwa, tenaga, kehendak, nikmat dunia yang nampak manis belaka tapi racun.

"Sesungguhnya Allah membeli dari orang mukmin, baik diri mahupun harta dengan memberikan syurga untuk mereka" (9:111)

Memanglah, bukanlah syurga matlamat utama, tapi Allah. Ayat ni bagi sentap apa. Allah, Tuhan yang Maha Agung nak jugak bagi yang terbaik untuk yang berusaha, untuk yang membayar.

Meh aku tambah lagi.

"Allah menghendaki kemudahan bagimu, dan tidak menghendaki kesukaran bagimu" (2:185)

Gila lah. Allah sayang sangat kat aku ni. Hm.

Pretty Much Called Love

"Once you decide to do something, 
and you're pretty sure you're right, 
then you gotta go ahead and do it. 
Because if you piddle around, 
somebody else will beat you to it." 
Ted Turner on Master Class