Reflect

I guess when I read through my blog, I can tell there's a depletion in eeman. (Mind my English)

Gosh, I'm embarassed reading my own blog. The writings aren't exactly words that I can present to Allah in the Hereafter asking for a reward is it?

Let's try again after this. 

Soulmates (??)

I don't quite think it's normal to be fighting this much with one human.

How can we have claimed ourselves as potential soulmates in the first place? (Noted: "potential" because we're not married yet)

Even if some two people are just friends or something. It's impossible to be fighting this much with a person.

How can you like so much, a person you despise so much at the same time?

It's frustrating.

Is it me? Have I got my guards up so high that even Shamim hates me now?

And I'm just here waiting for things to finally end, whether it be us ending up together, or not.

Just please ya Allah, end things fast. I'm so tired already.

Nothingness

Some days,
I feel everything at once.

Other days,
I feel nothing at all.

Today, I feel nothing.
Pfft.