Allah's quality yet remains permanent.
His power to forgive and his mercy is always there.
No matter how big my sins get and has gotten,
InsyaAllah, I'll always keep in mind that Allah's mercy is still bigger.
I can't lose hope in myself, and for friends who've been caring so much about me, don't lose hope in me.
Sins have been winning over me, but pray that I haven't given up the control Allah has given me over myself.
I know the sin is not greater than myself and it hasn't got the best of me.
It can still lose.
Allah said He can give forgiveness. Just ask. Put your head down and genuinely ask for forgiveness despite the hugeness of the crime. Tengok apa jadi dekat Saidina Umar. Pehhh.
We'll never know what someone can achieve despite their track records. Allah swt can just clean, sweep up and get rid of previous crimes. Just ask. It's a serious matter coming back to Allah. Ask seriously from Him forgiveness. Not so easy but what other choices are there?
Thanks for the advices thank you for all the love and care family and friends have given me. Thank you for all the care and support.
For the people who go through this same struggle or something along the same lines, people can pass judgement on us easily, but it doesn't change what Allah knows about us and what Allah know about the struggle we go through. Don't take change lightly just because we don't take into heart people's judgements, but take the change hard because we know what Allah knows and Allah's expectation. Despite people's judgements (the bad ones I mean, sometimes these judgements need to be taken as Allah's teguran), it doesn't change Allah's ahkam upon us.
A small soft word can save me so much trouble. Give sincere advices. Don't think words are powerless. You never know how much power Allah can give to powerless words because of your sincerity. Be my genuine friend.
May Allah make us of those who never lose hope in anyone including ourselves.
May Allah give us all barakah.
Let's have the best expectations of Allah.
May Allah give us the best in this life and the next life. Ameen.
