No matter what happens,
I would treasure the things we had, the times we went through together.
From the beginning of our friendship, I was really really fond of you. It always felt comfortable around you and my heart always skipped a beat whenever I even just hear your name. It's been over 5 years and this skipping habbit my heart has for you never changed except for beating faster.
You're one of the best things that has ever happened to me.
You've been the bestest friend that I never imagined having. You are the bestest friend that I can't imagine having more of.
You've been like home to me, never minding my drama, never judging my anger, and never bothered with my craziness. You never seem to care about the number of fights we had. You still think we're the happiest, most perfect pair there could ever be.
It's so tough that we can't be together.
We might just be hormonal.
And it might just be mere lust from blackened, sinful hearts.
Just let time tell where we'll be going. Keep improving ourselves, our iman.
Let Allah decide what's best. Despite the ugly hearts we both have, Allah will still help us.
Have faith.

