Saturday, 28 April 2012

Whatever Happens

Whatever happens, whether I decide to go back to Malaysia and further my studies there or stay here in Australia, I'm going to have to survive this semester.

Even if I can't literally get a good grip of things with my hands, I'll have to get a grip of my life. At least for this semester. I'm not going to ruin this semester.

I've got good carrier marks, I'm not going to let that all go to waste. It's over half the semester already.

Yes, emotions are hard to control. With having to make the decision of whether I'm going to stay or not. People are not going to understand. I can't expect people to.

With the pain, manage it. Don't let it get to me. I might fall a few times and standing up straight is a really hard task, but I'll be fine. InsyaAllah I'll handle my pain dengan sabar dan solat. :)

I'll score this semester real good insyaAllah. It'll be good for my WAM if I stay, and it'll be a good record for me if I decide to further my studies in Malaysia.