Crap

I keep pushing the unlock button just to see if that BBM symbol pops up on the home screen.

It did appear a lot to today but no BBM from him.

I can't help but feel crappy over wondering if he's waiting for my BBM as much as I'm helplessly anticipating for his.
I tried ignoring the feeling, making myself busy and putting the phone away. But the curiosity felt even worse than having a BBM symbol no-show.

This is bullcrap!
How can someone have so much feelings for someone who's not even halal yet.

What's crappier, I'm expressing this here. Nevermind nobody reads this blog anyways, so whattheheck.

What's even crappier. I'm making this post using my iPod.

Crap.